Almost Mid Twenties Crisis.

Oscar De La Renta Pre Fall 2010

Ups and downs. Expectations and disappointments. Been thinking about what I want to achieve in 2010. What do I want to achieve exactly? There are so many things I want to do! When it comes to career, obviously in anyone's right mind would want to get promoted and a raise but do I really deserve it? When it comes to travel, I would love to go on a one month trip to Europe but do I have the moolah to make this a reality? When it comes to love, not only me but from everyone I know, we would hope someday have a "happily ever after" future. Do I have such luck and faith that I will find one soon? Too many questions and yet I have no answer for any of it. Am I that pessimist and negative that I believe everything will fall apart or should I be the "go with the flow and be as good as you get" kind of person? Do I have a choice? Do all of us have a choice?

Then it suddenly hit me. I'm becoming older and wiser(I think) on certain things. I should not compare to those who are better than me but to compare those who has a much worse life now. In fact I should not compare at all. I should be blessed and thankful with what I have now and just live life to the fullest. Just be who you are and love yourself. I guess all of the sudden stoning gets me to this phase of life. I think I'm about to get the almost mid twenties crisis.

Bisous xo